心 受伤

害怕失望，而不敢期望
害怕离开，而不敢接近
害怕失去，而不敢拥有
害怕受伤，而封闭了心

但如今，
我长大了
“成长” 这把钥匙把封闭的心解锁了
但 “现实” 这东西却把我弱小的心伤害了。

思念造成期待
期待却带来失望
失望继而寂寞
寂寞导致悲伤

难道心要经过磨炼，才能成长？
真的必须经过痛苦，才能得到快乐吗？




那我问你：
“ 受了伤的心，要如何痊愈呢？”

EXAM -ing

yaya... now is in the middle of exam.

the next n last paper wil be on Thursday.

subject = Physical and Analytical Chemistry. haha

I finished my 2nd last paper = Japanese Language (level 1) on last Friday.

the night after the exam v straight went for a movie. haha

it is now the very popular movie, ICE KACANG PUPPY LOVE.

many say it is a MUST-SEE movie, but...

for me, it is kinda...boring? haha...

" It has no climax at all.... " 

" Go back i wana argue with them ady!!! all said this movie very nice, but this is really XXXXX "

haha. 

this are the feedbacks from my frens.

sorry to all ice kacang puppy love big Fan. no offence here.

i think maybe becoz i don have those "ART-CELL" to appreciate this movie...

correction correction here :

" the movie ain't bad, it is just that me myself duno how to appreciate only... "

lk this i think i wil offence less ppl ba? hahahaa

but anyway, 

PLEASE SUPPORT MOVIE THAT IS "MADE IN MALAYSIA"

支持本土电影！支持本地制作！支持阿牛导演！还有支持正版！

I got went cinema watch ar, so i got support liao... how about u ??? hehee ^^

Just as I mentioned jz now, the next paper wil be on Thursday, which is 5 days later, 

this made me lose my study mood, 

" I CAN"T STUDY ALREADY !!! OH NO....." 

already start thinking of the trip after the exam, 

already start thinking to hang out with my girls in my hometown,

already start thinking about how should i spend precious holidayss....

haha... kinda useless hor ? but these are the things that running in my brain most of the time.

Biqi n Piang piang, 

I start missing u girls le 

( miss u both all the time oso ).... ^^

gonna stop here lo... hoping tat i wil find back my long-lost-study-mood soon lar,

haha. If not, i wil be in big trouble for the last paper !!!

gud luck for me, 

n gud luck for all of u tat is reading this blog entry oso la ^^

EXAM EXAM EXAM

EXAM WEEK = HECTIC WEEK + SLEEPLESS WEEK = EMO WEEK

haha..... > <

少了一个人

SHE  少了一个人
作词:  姚若龙     作曲:  郑楠

朋友聚会吵闹的快乐
在她们离开以后   变稀薄
走路回家   回像山洞的窝
突然渴望有人   能来接我

泡着热水在浴室赖着  
思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯  看到能背了
多久没有再联络   一想还是痛

少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱  成分就是不同
最难过   是笑着面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟   也快遮掩不住寂寞

妈妈在电话里挂念我
上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事   其实最累了
但我清楚很多事   哭了也没用

少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱   能够忘了所有
两个人    就算下雪后赤脚逆着风
也不觉得冰冻   还笑得比阳光炽热

少了一个人懂得我
能够体会   我倔强又脆弱
不记仇   温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得   融化我累积的寂寞

很固执   无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候   会抱着我  沉默  不动

Starbuck -ing

Long time din't post my blog entry in my blog, may be I should do it once in a while, or perhaps more often... haha... sorry for u all to read my broken-english lar... haha.

We went to Starbuck last night, finally can't withstand the hot weather in USM. Can u imagine you're actually sweating although u r sitting directly below ur fan (with the max fan speed)... = =
plus i really meticulous about the temperature,
too hot = bad mood = can't study = EMO (???)
haha... perhaps.

The surrounding there is pretty nice n warmth.
good for relaxing ( n studying??? )....











but the problem is....
I WENT THERE AND ENDED UP STUDYING NOTHING AT ALL....
haha... I was busy relaxing n playing online game ( SDO - Super Dancer Online ) at there.





<-- this game, which driving me crazy recently





my daikajie was sitting right in front of me...
and as usual, she was doin wat she usually do all the time... crazying around XD

haha... Looks !!! she is studying LKM 400 ( Bahasa Malaysia IV ) in starbuck !!!
what a sweat = =





tat one do not requirement much studying, jz go to the exam tat day n write something wil do.
lk tat won fail d gua? haha

   DARK MOCHA !!! XD

busy promoting my Dark Mocha drinks... haha. It's super nice !!! Luv it ^ ^

my hair really grow much longer as compared to when i first enter USM... haha...

but maybe it's time for a little trim for my hair. 

"hey Biqi, wanna go to have a hair cut together after i come back? haha ^^ "
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EXAM IS NEARING... ALL THE BEST !!!
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P.S. : 

Sorry for late-posting of this entry, it is mainly due to the SUCK line internet speed in USM, I can't even upload photo here... swt  (= =)

大学第一学年的尾声

今天是星期四，
是这星期最后的上课天，
也是这个第二学期最后的上课天，
更是我们这群 “小瓜” 们在 USM 1st Year 的最后一堂课。

昨晚睡觉前突然发现，
“明天是我们最后一次以 1st year student 的身份坐在KCK里上课。
哇……下一次上课就是前辈了耶！2nd Year senior leh... > < ”　
岁月不饶人。哈哈
所以今天都很乖乖地跑去上课。

在上今天的最后一堂课时，我不自觉地望了全班一圈。
大家都像平日一样，各做各的，大部分都没在听课，哈哈。
下一次再见到这景象，大概是两个月后，下个学期的开始吧？

接下来又是 Study Week 的到来。
又是令人可恨的一个星期，因为要念书。唉……
不念书又会对不起自己，逼自己读又很没趣。
希望那星期我不会那么懒惰就好。

NighTy Cat, 不要再懒惰了，奋斗奋斗！
Go Go Fighting  \(^ ^)/

养鱼的猫

我养鱼了唷 ~
哈哈
没错，我这只 Nighty Cat 在宿舍养鱼了 (^ ^)v

它们的前任主人还蛮担心它们的，
把它们交给我的第二天就来问我它们的境况了，
还笑我说，怕我这只猫把它们给吃了。
“ 哼，它们的样子酱傻酱可爱，我才不会吃了它们呢！”

我就是喜欢它们傻傻的样子，够可爱。

很傻吧？
傻瓜２名（更正：２条）




一只叫“虾米” ，
另一只还没想到名字。

哈哈

有什么好名字的建议吗？(> <)。

考虑着叫另一只“傻瓜” 或 “笨蛋” 。哈哈

希望我能好好照顾它们，不要酱快就和我 say bye bye。