PMR Result is out

PMR result is released on Christmas Eve 2009.
yeah, u must be wondered,
"PMR? that was already a long long history for you, why you're still mention it now?"

yeah, not my result, is my brother's PMR result.
Guess what?
His result is terrible. Really terrible.
(sorry if I hurt someone's feeling out there, but for me ---> it is BAD)

He is not-so-clever, that's the truth that my family know.
But hey bro,
"If u know you're not clever, please put in more effort in your studies! U can overcome that problem by your hardworking. "

He always complaint that my parents n I tend to compare his results with mine.
Ok, my results are better than his,
but Xuan Wei, listen here:
"Everytime I prepared seriously for my exams (although they were always last-minute-study). But I'm not like you, stil reading comics in the night before PMR ! "

But what makes me more angry( just a little bit angry) is,
he din't get a big scold from my parents for his-BAD-PMR-result.
My parents juz kinda "talk" n nagging him a bit only.

Hey! this is the difference between me n my brother.
I won't forgot how PMR results get scolded by my mom.

"what?!! U got B for your BM? how could this happen?
your same-year-cousin got 8A's for her PMR, so do your neighbour(same year also), but how could you get a B for your BM ?
See la, that's because of your comics... read more, n get this kind of result !!!"

yeah, this is wat I got from my mom for getting one B in PMR.
I stil remember that i fought back my mom, saying that I really really hate study !!! It's her that always forced me on my studies.
That day I was so unhappy, after getting result I got scold, then finally cant stand my mom's scolding n fought back the words, then went to my room for the rest of the night. N cry a little bit...

N my brother this year? He get only one A in his whole PMR result slip.
but how my mom scold him?
Just some more serious scolding in the afternoon for a while.
Then at night, my parents only "talk" him a while...

haiz... that's the differences. the UNFAIR differences.
the only reason that I can think of to compensate myself is:
My parents hope for more on me. They put higher expectation and hope on me, the eldest child in the family.
By thinking this way, I think I wil feel better.

I won't hate or blame my parents.
I can understand.
The only thing I can blamed is, why I can't do it better?
coming is my second semester in tertiary studies.
hoping for all the best.
Don't make it like the first semester, getting that poor result...
Fighting for second semester !!!